when her head know, but her heart don't

He is nice
He is polite, too polite that sometime makes her irritating
He's just like her in some trait, her old trait
which now she's very careful not to doing that old - kind of annoying - trait

She knows that nobody's perfect
therefore she think of accept him because she's not perfect too
but then, her friend told her not to look down on herself
A man in love will accept her whatever her look, whatever her deficiency 
those will be his interest in her

then, how about she who's still see the deficiency and imperfection in him?

moreover, she feel that all he did only make her resentful

hi... be careful on the way, it's start to rain out here.

thanks... it's raining hard in here.

oh.. it's already hard, do you bring a raincoat?

yes

do you want to wait until the rain stop or wanna going through the rain?

i still want to work

what? you haven't finished your work? go ahead then, sorry for disturb

she read the message over and over again, trying to understand in positive way. in her head, she believe he's trying to be a concern boyfriend, but still can't have approval from her heart. she feels he is knowledgeably. why didn't he ask where i am at first? or ask is it raining there (in my place)?

why you look so pale? do you feel sick?

no, I just wash my face

come here...

what? why? (still get close to him)

and then he touch her forehead, assuming she maybe sick but pretending to be fine. she know he's trying to be a concern boyfriend, but somehow she feel like: oh my...what he's doing? i already said that i wash my face (since we just got home from wedding party), did he not trust me? i feel sick because of him, what should i do to him?

she knows that quotes below are true, but...

- jadilah wanita yang sederhana, jujur, apa adanya, dan pering -

- not thinking of this quote is for men -

always... the theory is easy to be said but kind of difficult to doing it,
especially about heart


*source of all quotes are from my friends in social media